My dearest droogies.

neonkitty

9:24PM - Goodbye can be a second chance. ♥

So, I wanted to make this public before I started getting questions about it all, but Luke and I have split up. We had a really good run of a two-year relationship (he finally broke my two-year curse! lol), but we have recently decided that it would be best if we went our separate ways. I don't know if it's truly easy for either of us, but we've been discussing the matter for the past week ... and then some. It feels that it may have been an inevitable end to it all, but circumstances may have blinded us from the beginning. Regardless, it was really fun, and taught me some wonderful things about friendship, relationships, and life in general. :)

I, personally, seeing as I get attached very easily to people, have taken it upon myself to try to give us some time away from each other. I still love and adore him as a person, but--for my own sanity, really--am going to attempt to keep us apart. Granted, we both have our school and work lives to worry about, so we'll be doing the best we can. For example, I may not be around the house as often-- I have a multitude of wonderful friends in every corner of Orlando, I will be trying to find sanctuary with them, hehe.

In all honesty, this will be for the best. This was the first relationship for either of us that was this involved and, in all honesty, this good chemistry-wise, so it's taught us both a lot of things we can use later on for others, and we're both going to end up making two people very happy. ;D And we we're also going to end up being very awesome friends! We just have to make sure we take this time to heal so that the wounds don't hinder us later. <3

So, I'm openly posting this because, while we were mutual in the decisions for the most part, I'm also the most emotional (most female, of course ;) so I'm probably gonna need just a little bit of help. :) And, for that, I call to you, my bodacious friends~ you know me best, I have the ability to crawl out of any situation with my head held higher than even before, so I will be doing just that. I just might need a little help along the way. Thanks ahead of time! lol

In the meanwhile, the only thing this really directly changes at this point is that I will very likely not be making that trip to NY for New Year's-- which, while I was very much looking forward to it, will be good because it means I can spend the holidays (and my birthday!) with even more of my family and friends than I would have. <3 The options are limitless.

Anyway, that's all! Thanks for your time and your reading! I'm not gonna tag anyone, I imagine everyone will eventually stumble on it. ^_^ Breakups are hard for both parties, so we're gonna do our best with it. Yay, t'anks!

~Pezzy

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: Random alarm beeping, lol